Yeah, these are, uh, some nice leaves here, uh, very nice, don’t mind if I just—WAHAHAHAHA.
this is the best thing
one day, you will stop wishing you’d been the sickest. you will stop hearing sad stories of failing health and hospitalizations and treatments and feeling jealousy. you will stop pining for the illness you could have had.
one day, you will hear these stories, and you will think, ‘thank god that didn’t happen to me. thank god i am alive and well and my body is functioning again.’
hold out for that day.
Anxiety isn’t cute.
Not being able to talk to people isn’t cute.
Being paranoid all the time isn’t cute.
Eating disorders should not be promoted.
Hating yourself should not be promoted.
Bullying should not be promoted.
Self harm isn’t a joke.
Somebody’s sexuality isn’t a joke
Suicide isn’t a joke.
So stop judging.
“I am not defined by my mental illness.
I will beat my mental illness.
I am not worthless, ugly, or anything else my mental illness tells me.
I am better than this. “